Give Me Some Space

What a week this has been! I was in a major, MAJOR slump. I only went to two classes the entire week. But, I discovered that I have some great, supportive friends, including some new friends that I’ve made (you know who you are!). But, I am feeling a lot better today. Part of the reason I am feeling better is because of some great conversations I have had this past week that have helped me sort out some of my confusion. I’ve come to the realization that I REALLY just need to stop thinking about what others expect of me and find out what is best for me. I’ve been afraid to do this for a while, because when I step out of my normal routine, I feel like my family starts to freak out, thinking that I’m headed toward the dreaded gates of gayness. I just need some time and some space.   Some time to figure out what things really mean to me and where they belong in my life.  My life is like the current state of my room–pretty messy and disorganized.  Its time to do some spring cleaning!  My room could probably use some work too